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well here i go again....
the past week i have had some really horrible deams...i mean they are ok i guess but i feel bad about having them cuz stuff like that souldn't be bothering me....on the topic of things bothering me my "spring break" is the week after the rest of the worlds which means that i can't spend a good week with my baby, it has to be messed up by my fucking exams!!! and something else that was bothering me is that i had no money but thats gonna change cuz i start working on thursday at the Providence Watch Hosiptal as a salesman cuz of the greatest YM in the world Carlene. thats right i finally get to put my bsing skills to work and sell something. something that is far from bothering me is this thursday, it is 6 months that sara and i have official been together. it sucks that i have to work but, eh, as as sara said "its only 6 months" i think she was joking but w/e. i'm in class right now and it is sooooo outrageously boring!!!! i can't wait for concert and socer weather to show up again, i can't wait to start working at Gillette again. idk y but i just loved working there. and i guess my bosses liked me working there too. i can't wait to get out of here and go home to just pretty much do nothing for the rest of the day.
Peace Out
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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yes people it is i PJ, no i'm not dead, i just havn't felt like updating in like forever.....well i can't even remember when i updated last so lets go over a brief update here.....i'm in love with the best girl in the world and she is the best thing that has ever happened in my life....my summer was ok, september was horrible i hate CCRI, and thats why i'm at NETech now!!! i love it its all good and for once i can say that i don't hate school...i son't love it but i don't hate it so thats a plus. i love my LT peeps!!! teaming search was prob the best thing ever. i had so much fun and made some great new friends!!! Sick-Nasty-Like-Whoa Friends!!!! lol....my car sill sucks.....along with a great girl that i'm in love with came her awesome and unbeliveable friends, that i guess are my firneds too(i know baby there your friends first).....well i left St.T's youth group cuz of this bitch that caused problems, but now i'm back cuz of some really great people there, cuz i will prob be the assissant YM there soon , and just to spite and piss off that same bitch.
well i'm off now, if you actually read this and missed me leave me a lil diddy....and maybe i'll update again if peep missed me.......
-PJ
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3If it wasn't for date rape.I'd never get laid.
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Thursday, August 26th, 2004
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well i just hate it when you give some one that you love very very very much advice that you don't really wanna tell them but you know that it is best for them, but not for you.... for once i wish that i sucked at giving advice or that peep wouldn't listen to me....i mean why can't my advice have worked for both of us....but hopefully it will work for all 3 of us... i mean it sucks that when you love some one more than neone in your life, and you think, no forget that KNOW that they are the one for you, and all you want for them is to be happy and ok, and the only way for that to happen is for them not to be with you, and the proving fact of how much i love her, and how much i think i am ment to be with her, is that even though this is not the first time my heart has been broken, i've never been mad at her, NEVER, which with my short temper is very odd...and for some of you that know the situation, well all of them are prob mad at me for not moving on, but srry guys there is something about her that just won't let me, right now i wish i could but i am 99.9999999% sure that no one else can make me as happy as she did, and hopefully will agian.....but w/e....i herd a part of a song that sums up exactlly how i felt for her last night and it also sumed up how she prob did too :
"If every word I said could make you laugh,
I'd talk FOREVER.
I asked the sky what it had for us,
It said FOREVER.
If this song I sing to you filled your heart with joy,
I'd sing FOREVER!"
But i guess i can't do any of that and the sky was wrong this time....well i'm out cuz my crying right now has just made the screen blury and i think things are spelt wrong now
-PJ
NO BASHING was atempted in the venting process of this entry (i hope you understand)
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2If it wasn't for date rape.I'd never get laid.
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Leave a comment and post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
Do it.
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5If it wasn't for date rape.I'd never get laid.
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Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
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ok now i may have worded somethings incorectly before..... Sara didn't get out on purpose, due to some unfortunate events, she became confused and was briefly distracted from her feelings for me, but they are back now, and we are together and all is good
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
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wow it's been a while....nm has happened, but alot has ahppened at the same time....i'm just been working alot, lately and when i'm not working i have been spending most of my time with Sara, :D.....well thats right SARA, i was thinking the same thing @ first, OMG, but it's all good, yesterday it became official, there is no getting out like before, she left and came back a couple of times breaking my heart in the process but i think it's back to one piece now. Well i started football practice, and our first game is on Sun the 29th... no National Championship this year, i doubt if we even get 5 wins, and we play 10-12 games :-O.......... well i think that is all that is really going on....if u want more detail, well ask questions, and then maybe i'll respond....
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
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well the other night i went out with sara and....O Wait....don't think so!!!!!!! idk who i can tell things to nemore...cuz some people that you think you can tell things to in confidence can't keep there mouth shut and go off telling people that end up calling Sara asking ?'s blowing everything up....i guess that just shows that you can't trust many people that you thought you could, i guess i'll start everything now with either "keep this b/w u and me..." or "go tell people that don't really need to know..." that way this confusion won't happen nemore..... but if you really wanna know what happened and u think that you can keep it to yourself than just ask and maybe u'll recieve..... ok well this week i'm gonna be on retreat untill friday and then i'm working my ass off for the next couple of days once i come back....so i won't be updated for at least a week prob 2 i hope you all (no one really) can survive.....but leave me some love so i know that peep actually read my shit.....
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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well i just got back from lunch with Sara, and i think i might be falling for her.....i got this feeling last week when we went out to the Outlets and lunch, but i put it aside cuz she HAD a bf...but now she doesn't now, i don't wanna do anything stupid cuz we are good friends and i don't wanna lose our friendship if thinkgs get weird... 2morrow will be the actually test... well i'm off to work now...
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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I stole this from xcatchmystarsx out of boredom
13 things you like
01) Music
02) Cars
03) Sports
04)
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06)
07)
08)
09)
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09)
10)
11)
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13) Not Much else cuz life sucks
12 movies
01) CadyShack
02) Animal House
03) Spinaltap
04) Breakfast Club
05) Billy Madison
06) Hunt for Red October
07) Happy Gilmore
08) Tommy Boy
09) Wayne's world
10) Black Sheep
11) A Knights Tale
12) S.W.A.T. (hey Liz I think this is a good one ;) )
Eleven good bands or singers/musicians
01) Velvet Revolver
02) Gund N' Roses
03) Poison
04) Bon Jovi
05) Metallica
06) Red Hot Chilli Peppers
07) Queen
08) Elton John
09) Billy Joel
10) Tom Petty
11) Jack Johnson
Ten things about you ... physically
01) I am tall
02) I have huge feet ;)
03) I have short hair (not for long hopefully)
04) I have glasses
05) I have no finger nails (well just samll ones)
06) I’m fat
07) I have big hands
08) um…..
09) thats
10) it
Eight favorite books
01) books??
02) does Sports Illustrated count??
03)
04)
05)
06)
07)
08)
Seven things you wear daily
01) Grandfathers cross
02) Grandfathers ID bracelet
03) my National Championship ring
04) glasses
05) My hat
06) Socks
07) underware
Six things that annoy you
01) my life
02) Wanting peoples’ help but not being able to be helped
03) my brother
04) my life
05) Ignorant people
06) heat
Five songs of right now
01) Jack Johnson - Taylor
02) Jet – Cold Hard Bitch
03) NFG- Catalyst
04) Any thing Metallica
05) Anything Rush
Four shows you watch
01) The news
02) SportsCenter
03) Leno
04) Connan
Three celebrities you have a crush on
01)
02)
03)
Two people on LJ you have kissed (either french or just a peck)
01) xcatchmystarsx
02) ashvan84
Favorite Quotes
“What ever happens happens”
“Do not look to find what the great have found, look for what they missed!”
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6If it wasn't for date rape.I'd never get laid.
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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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2If it wasn't for date rape.I'd never get laid.
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I haven't really updated in a while which is unlike me.....but i just haven't had the desire to do much of anything.....so about my life in the past 2 months or so.........LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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life sucks.....my school and class sucks.....hell i suck.....and the thing that is bothering me the most is that i m suposed to be having the best week of my life, u know going to parties, hanging out with friends, GRADUATING.....but nope i'm sitting here at home, by my self, getting stood up twice in 2 days.....w/e.....fuck everyone....i actually kinda wanna work cuz @ least then i talked to peep and got out of the house....but whatever....i'm just gonna put up another depressing cry for something to do on my aim away message...don't really know how much longer i'm gonna wanna just hang around and wait for nething but the end...peace
-PJ
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1If it wasn't for date rape.I'd never get laid.
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Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
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well its been a while....not a whole lot has happened i've worked....alot...that has sucked most of the time, except when certain peep wrk.....um....school is almost ova...5 MORE DAYS!!!!!! neway the next few days should b fun..... friday i might go c amada's play....then saturday its gonna b a long day runnin around and cleanin....then sunday is my b-day party....then monday i'm skipping skoo cuz ITS MY 18th B-DAY...not much more to say.... so peace
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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well the past couple of days have been well.....kinda boring, nothing outrageously exciting. well on Friday my Aunt Michele that was in the fire (look back to January-ish) had her baby, John Philip Shea, 7lbs, and HEALTY in all aspects of the word. I also went out friday night, i saw Man On Fire, highly recomended, that was intresting in many different ways. Saturday was long. Went to my bro's baseball game, then off to my cusins soccer game, blah, then we went to the hospital to see John Philip, and Aunt Michele. they are both doing well so that is good. The the borgas clan (cusins) came over till 8ish, then i went outside and actually got along with my brother, we played catch for a while, which made me miss playing baseball a great deal. idk what it was i just really wished i played baseball again, or even if it was just for fun, not on a real team , but you know just for fun, like a pick-up game in the park with a bunch of people that are ok, players, no superstars.....but w/e.....so thats that, school sucks but hey i only have 14 more days of actual classes...... well i'm off.....peace,
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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4If it wasn't for date rape.I'd never get laid.
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howdie everyone.....well in the past couple of days i have been up and down......i have been up when i got my paycheck 2day, and when i found out how much $ we made with our YM fundraiser, but other than that it's been all downhill.....i am trying to get this whole college thing worked out, i m trying to get the Steubenville group together at church, i found out that i can't go to the last Dio meeting of the year cuz of work.....i am missing alot of stuff cuz of work. but w/e i just don't know how much longer i can take all of this multi-tasking, and its not really "multi" its more like "super-multi"......well i'm outtie.....Peace
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
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this past weekend was ok i guess, but monday and tuesday were both intresting.....monday i went golfing with my dad, it was only firefly, but i still kicked his ass....then fun times @ McCoy :/......tuesday i did nothing really @ all, went to RIC for a lil just to chill, then to wrk, and that was nothing special, but when i got back i had a nice lil message on my AIM telling me to "not talk" to her, and to "pretend i didn't know" her when i did see her....normally that would bother a person, but if she wants to be immautre and not relize the fact that a persons' feelings can change about things especially when i m going through a difficult and confusing time in my life right now then it just makes one less person i need to invite to my graduation or b-day party......o well HER LOSS!!!!!!! well that'll b all 4 now....peace out
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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well well well.....prom was awesome.....the theme (as lame as it was) came true, i really did have the best time of my life.....after prom back @ my house was lots of fun too.....but i can't even put how much fun i had and how awesome prom was into words.....friday was alot of fun too cuz i hung out all day with ashvan84, and then i got to c Kimmie :D at the drop-in....and the RED SOX WON!!! then saturday was ok i guess.....the RED SOX WON again!!!!!! i went to Mike's wedding and that was kool cuz i got to c him again, and Lori(his wife) was really beautiful....then i got to hang out with ashvan84 later that night when my rents went out and left me to baby sit.....colin, my bro, was a complete asshole to ashvan84's bro..... but w/e.....then sunday was ok i guess, i went to the grandparetns and ashvan84 got to come to and we went to church 2gether and wetn to go c "Master & Comander" and i sugest that u don't CUZ IT SUCKED!!!!!!!!! and so did the red sox that day cuz they lost....well 2day is gonna suck cuz i don't get to c the wife or talk to her till i get out of wrk 2night @ like 10, the one good this is that i went golfing with my dad this morning and I KICKED HIS ASS...... well off to hope that the sox don't fuck up this series and loose 2day....peace out
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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Thursday, April 15th, 2004
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well today should be intresting.......i m gonna go get in the shower right after i m done writing this.....then i have to go get flowers for ashvan84 ......then i have to come home and clean.....then go get ashvan84 at RIC......then come home change...... go to PROM :D.........then come back home, sleep, yea right......then take ashvan84 to class @ RIC 2morrow morning, then i can actually sleep.....then 2morrow i get to go to McCoy to clean the disgusting and greesy frylators :D YEA!!:D not :( neway i m gonna get going now.....peace out
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
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well 2day went by sooooooo slow cuz it was the last day in THE GREEN HELL.....so i got my hair cut 2day too....then i went to the mall to just kinda hang out, that was hard cuz my feelings were running a muck with in me while i was there.... but neway i think i know what i have to do with those feelings but i'm not sure, hopefully i will soon, but neway i gotta put them aside 4 now and just look foward to prom.....but w/e i'm off 4 now
-PJ
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I'd never get laid.
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